Hellow again! It’s me, Miri 

It’s been some time (like 2 months, and howww? Time flies!) since I arrived in Slovenia, and every day still feels like a new chapter of an adventure book. I visited places like Bohinj and Bled, both looked like pieces of heaven. The lakes, the mountains, the air… everything was calm and glowing. When I went to Bohinj, there was an event happening people singing traditional songs, dancing, selling handmade crafts. The whole town felt alive. The kids, teachers, and even the elderly ladies, everyone was so kind to me! Sometimes I feel sad that I cannot speak Slovene well yet, but I try my best, and the kindness of people makes me feel happier, still… THOSE KIDS AND LADIES! I WANT TO SHARE MORE WITH THEM! TT–TT

 

But yeah… In my volunteering, I do a lot of fun activities, drawing, painting, roleplaying, playing games with kids and elderly people. I think those are my favorite moments because it feels like I’m learning while also giving a piece of myself to others. Sometimes, they even let me paint walls or help decorate, and yes, I even became an actor in the horror house event!

That day was wild! I loved scaring people (in a fun way, of course). Sorry if I scared you too much… I promise it was on purpose! wehehe 

We also carved pumpkins and had fun, and one of the best memories was hiking up to see the cross and the church at the top of the hill. I went there with a friend, and that view was breathtaking. I felt like I was in one of Tolkien’s stories, small, but strong and full of wonder.

 

These days, I feel lighter. Here in ESC, we have therapy options, and I finally started therapy after many heavy years. I’m so thankful to Helena, and also to Nina, my co-workers, my fiancé (who always listens to my crazy stories), his family, and my roommate Zeynep, who makes me feel like I’m not alone in Slovenia. I really feel blessed for all of these support. 

 

And I’ve learned something important through my 2 months journey, and I believe I will learn more:

It’s okay to take your time.

It’s okay to say “no.”

It’s okay not to be perfect.

 

Before coming here, I was always scared, scared of making mistakes, scared that my English wasn’t good enough. But now, I see that no one really judges. Everyone just listens, smiles, and understands. We are all magical just by being who we are. We don’t have to shine like someone else’s light; our own is enough. 

As for the next part of my journey… I want to start my own workshops and keep learning about myself. Every day feels like I’m opening a new page, and I’m excited to see what story will be written next.

 

See you in the next chapter, traveler.

~ With love, Miri.

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